Israel's Free Trip?

To go or not to go... I still have that email sitting in my inbox. Do I answer back to them and tell them I want to go, or do I not want to go. To answer back, or not to answer back... that is the question... *Bombs, death, guns... *Beautiful city, free trip, visiting my friend Iris, visiting family, traveling, that's what I want to do... Argh! I don't know what to do?